Hey Everyone,
This is a ranting blog so ya don't have to read if you don't want to get extra baggage to carry around and I might say some things I don't mean out of anger and don't want to hurt anyone.
Well you know how I stated in my last blog I think that I was going to Fall Creek Falls with my collegiant class and that I had invited my only friend in the "real world" to go with me. She sounded excited and said she'd love to go hiking and horse back riding with me..... well she called me tonight with a lame excuse saying her mother was very sick when I had talked to her mother earlier and she was perfectly fine ( megan dosen't know this). Anyway lied and said her mom wanted her to stay home and take care of her etc.....
I'm Very hurt at the moment she lied, and broke a promise to me that meant a lot to me and right before my birthday after I've been giving her rides to and from work when no one in her family could do so cause she don't have her license yet , because driving frightens her.
My Parents say I shouldn't hang with her since she treats me as such this isn't the first time she's done something like this...... but she is the only friend I have in the real world to hang out with. You guys are great but I can't take you all out to coffee or go shopping or to the movies with you etc... I know she's a lousy friend always forgets about me and backs out on me and stuff. But what am I supose to do when no one else my age wants anything to do with me??
I'm so depressed right now because of it even though I just had a good day of some shoping for fall stuff with my parents I bought some fall scented candles and some things to decorate my gift to my secret sister with etc.... and this just ruines the whole day. What do you all think I should do??? Please give me some advice...I know i"m usualy the advice giver but..... I'm so upset right now. I had a great day then what she did just totaly poisened the whole day.......
Dana