Hey Everyone,
Today was mostly a borring day, mom and dad were painting all day so I was stuck in my room most of the day. I spent the day reading The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King. I'm almost at the end of it, Frodo distroyed the One Ring today. And Aragorn is about to be crowned King. It was a good day, even though it was rather dull being stuck in my room being smothered by the smell of fresh paint...ew.
I did get some good news however. I found out that my friend Crystal will be spending the night with me thursday nigth and going to Dolly Wood with me on Friday. YAY I WON'T HAVE TO RIDE RIDES ALONE! lol It's no fun having to go to a park or carnival and ride the rides alone... I'm glad I won't have to ride them alone. I alos got a big of what's sad news to me. Crystal is in the process of getting a new boy friend and is very close to getting him. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for her ya know...the sad news is that his place in her life will grow and mine will shrink and dissapear withen just a day or 2 like it did with her last one. To where when ever she's off work she'll be with him and forget I exist etc.
I'm not jealous it's just she's my friend and I want to be able to hang out and talk to her without having to listen to her say how wonderful or awful he is or how badly or nicely he's treating her because I don't care. I've heard so much of that CRAP lately that I don't care to hear it no more and could care less about it no matter who the person is.
That counts for everyone I know. Sure I'm happy for ya, but I don't want to hear all the stupid little details! I've heard them over and over again that I'm sick of hearing them. So what if it was with a different guy! It's the same crap over and over and I'm sick of listening to it. So I'm glad that she and cody arn't exactly together yet. She's making him clean up some tthings in his life a lil bit before she'll consider dating him.
Wich is good becasue I won't have to be bored and sickened to death with talk about him while I'm at Dolly Wood. I'm going there to have fun. Not listen to someone ramble on about their past,present,and future relationships!
I can't help that I feel this way I've had to deal with it for the last....duno 4 maybe 5 years and I'm sick of it. Sick of hearing the same stuff over and over and over. And seeing my friends reducded to lil drooling,googly eyed, head up in the clouds, girl spouting disgusting crap 24/7.
Don't get me wrong. I love the few friends I have even if they force me to listen to crap that they know I could care less about. Or forget about me and concentrait solely on their bfs and forget I exist until they break up or he hurts their feelings and then suddenly they remember I'm here and that I said I'd be there for him.Even if they're never there for me....... well that's all for today *hugs and mauhs* Byess
Love,
~Star~