Star's Stellar Journal

Musical chairs,pizza,and hurt feelings.

Hey Everyone,

Today was kind of a big party, in first period we watched a movie, then in 2nd period we played musical chairs, then in 3rd we made the pizzas.  And then in 4th we didn't do anything really just sat around talking, then in 5th I was there for maybe 15 mins then they called out the students who had quailified for a pizza party be either passing a gateway test last year or scoring a 4 or higher on the writing assesment test.

We went down to the gym and had 2 slices of free pizza and we were provided entertainment by some of the faculty...they had dressed lil chear leading sweat suits....both men and wemon teachers...and they were doing some cheer rutines and stuff with words saying how proud they were of us and stuff.......  it was pretty funny lol I might have nightmares for a while seeing the guy teachers trying to be chearleaders lol.

They gave out shirts to  certain students who scored like a 6 on their writting exam or 50 or higher on the gateaway tests.  I scored above average  on my gateways and a 4 on my writting exam.  I didn't get a t shirt  but I scored good on my tests I'm just not a big brainiac  like thos ppll that studdy 24/7 or cheat off ppl who do and get away with it.

And then tonight we're gona give the house a good cleaning becuase  my friend Megan will be spending the night with me Sunday night so that she can go on a youth  group outing with me...she's the only friend that has wanted to go to the outings with me she wasn't able to the others becuase of perivous engagments and she's been sick etc, but I've been inviting all my friends on outings since...  august..but none of them have wanted to come....so I'm very happy that she will be going with me, we are  growing closer together this year since my other friends have kind of pushed me onto her because  she dosnt' have a bf either...and they get in their own lil disgusting boy oreintated discussions......  that megan also feels is disgusting.

None of my other friends talk to me anymore it even seems that melody is to busy for me now a days...  it's so lame that girls think that every free second has to be spent with their boyfriends so they push their friends away from them, ppl who have been there for them through rough times.....and some dude that they hardly know just comes along and they start dating and it's like freindship dosen't matter anymore.........that only the guy their dating matters and no one else....it really hurts.

I don't have that many freinds at school in the first place and they know it...yet they just push me away and turn their backs on me and ignore me.....just because they have a boyfriend that will mostly likely leave them eventualy.  Yet that guy is more important then a friend they've had for years.....  guess I know some ppl that won't be on my shopping list or invitation lists anymore...........  well..I g2g mom's home so I g2g clean the house* hugs and muahs* byes

Love,

~Star~

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