For any of you who have been following my blog with any regularity whatsoever, or have even taken the time to glance at my blog every now and then, you've probably noticed that there's one person I spend a lot of time writing about, and expressing how I feel about this person. This person, of coarse, is Chandler. Like so many other blog entries in my recent past, I feel it necessary to take a little time to express to you, but more importantly him, just exactly how I feel about some of the things that have been happening between us over the last couple of weeks, or even a couple months.
As many of you know, we have always always always always been great friends, and would do anything for each other even if it meant possibly taking a bullet for the other one. As far as that part of our relationship goes, I don't think that will ever change, and I quite frankly don't want it to. We often joke that we are two of the few people who can find ourselves in a "committed" relationship, fight like we're married sometimes, and yet still remain lifelong friends! So what's changed?
What's changed is the fact that he's being much more upfront and straightforward with his thoughts about how much he really truly does love me, and how he feels about me in the true context of the work relationship. For example, it was only a short while ago that if I wanted a hug from him, I pretty much felt like I had to drag it out of him, or I wasn't going to get it. I would have to say something like, "I need a hug" or "I want to a hug". Now, he is coming to me and echoing those very same sentiments before I even have time to think about the fact that I want or need that from him. 
Another new development that I'm really enjoying is the fact that he wants to spend more time just cuddling and holding one another. Most of you are probably aware by now that there is an innate need inside of me to be touched, cuddled, and held. He seems to be wanting that more and more each day as well. When it comes to this aspect, he's doing a lot more initiating than he was even a month ago, and I'm enjoying it so much!
Then there's the kisses. Honestly, I think we've shared more kisses in the last month than we may ever have! My goodness, that in itself brings me an indescribable feeling that no words will ever do justice! Not only that, but if we're both in good position, and we make it happen the first time, he doesn't seem to stop wanting them! Just incredible! That's all I can say!
You know what I think the biggest change of them all is though? It used to be that when I would say I love you, I would either get "I know", or "Yep". Lately, there isn't usually a time when we don't leave each other, or hang up the phone with each other that he doesn't say, "I love you", "love you", or "love ya".
It all means so much that I'm at a loss as to how to adequately do it justice with words! With that being said, I think I'm just going to leave this where it's at and wrap it up by giving him a direct shout out: Chan, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the recent kisses, cuddles, and use of the three magic words! Keep doing what you're doing, and going with what's in your heart, and know that when I get the chance to reciprocate those things, IT LEAVES MY HEART BURSTING AT THE SEAMS WITH JOY!