Jumping Rainbows

A picture perfect scenario indeed!

Almost since I met Chandler, and long before Fergie became a part of my life, I'd had visions of a picture perfect scenario that I really, really, really, really wanted to see become a reality.  The biggest difference between the picture perfect scenario that I saw and a picture-perfect scenarios that some other people see, is the fact that I had every intention of taking this picture perfect scenario from concept, to reality, and I was going to stop at nothing to see it happen.  So what did my picture-perfect scenario look like?
  Like this: I had had visions of it being Chan, Yanni, myself, and my dog just all hanging out together doing whatever.  To me, that would be a picture-perfect scenario because as he is already aware, I love him with everything I have, and I love Yanni just as much.  At the time that this picture-perfect scenario developed in my head, there was only one thing missing: my dog.  However, I never gave up hope and I never stopped believing that one day I would have my picture-perfect scenario.  Granted, it wasn't going to be handed to me, that was obvious, but I had no problem accepting that because I would much rather work for what I want then have it be handed to me.  Smile
  When we first met, and really started to get to know each other, my desire to take this picture-perfect scenario from concept to reality was incredible, and I talked about it almost every day without fail.  As time went on, however, although I still really wanted to see it happen, I wasn't as vocal about it because I knew that there was nothing that he, or anyone else could do to speed up the process even though they really really wanted to.  Making my picture-perfect scenario become a reality was completely out of my hands by this point, and all I could do was wait, hope, and pray.  There was one thing I knew throughout this entire process that would remain unchanged: he was going to be there for me, and with me every step of the way, and he was going to do whatever it took to help me take my picture-perfect scenario from concept, to reality!  Smile
  Then, eight weeks and two days ago, I felt my first glimmer of hope that this may actually be possible.  That was when Fergie and I started working together!  As I've said many times since she came into my life, it was truly a partnership at first lickSmile  Now, just because we started working together on the seventh of August of this year, didn't necessarily mean that we got to be together right away.  In fact, we didn't move in together until August 27th of this year.  So, in all actuality, as a matter of a technicality, my picture-perfect scenario didn't start to go from concept to reality until just shy of eight weeks ago.  Since then, it has continued to blossom into everything I could've ever wanted!  Smile

Truly, it could remain this way until the end of time, and I would be perfectly happy!  As it stands now, I have the two people (yes, I consider Yanni a person) who I love with absolutely everything I have, and I have my partner in crime, and it's just the four of us!  What more could, or should a girl ask for?  Nothing that I can think of, because if I did, I feel like I would be spitting in the face of what I about ready gotten.  Not only that, but when I asked for my picture-perfect scenario to go from concept to reality, I didn't ask for anything more.  He (God) gave me exactly what I wanted!  Smile

Before I wrap this up, I want to take one more second to thank you, Chan for a couple things.  First of all, I want to thank you for never giving up on me, or this dream!  I had it inside of me to keep going, and see this through to the very end, but you were always there to hold my hand or pick me up when I felt as though I was losing ground and had no way of getting it back!  Secondly, and what I feel is most important is the fact that you, without even knowing it sometimes, tare the one who has been the biggest part of helping me take my picture-perfect scenario from concept to reality because you are who you are and you do what you do.  You're okay with it just being the four of us, and letting whatever happens happen!  For that, and so many other reasons, you are, and will remain my best friend!  I love you, and I always, always, always, always will! Smile

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