In my last post, I talked about how Mr. anything and I hadn't talked in almost two weeks. For some reason though, I just knew in my heart of hearts he would be back, eventually. It wasn't going to be like my other internet friendships. All I could do was wait patiently and do everything I could to let him know I was here for him when he was ready.
Friday night, the 21st, as I was laying in bed listening to sappy love songs, unwinding, I started thinking about him again. After a few moments of letting my mind wander back to conversations we'd had, I looked up and asked God to help me with two things: (1) Give me a sign to let me know he was doing ok, and (2) let him know that somebody WAS thinking about him and praying for him. For the entire weekend, I stayed logged into Yahoo! Messenger so I didn't miss him if by chance he did sign in. I was also vigulant about checking his blog, thinking that maybe he would mention my last post there. No such luck throughout the weekend.
Last night at about seven o'clock, I heard someone sign into messenger. I glanced down at the right corner of my screen to see who it was, and very, very excitedly noticed it was him! I couldn't start an IM fast enough. I was so excited to see him, that my fingers weren't listening to my brain LOL! Luckily though, I didn't have to struggle for long because he started an IM with me a couple seconds after he signed in. At that exact moment, it was as if a HUGE weight of sadness and emptiness had been lifted! If he could have seen the extremely cheesey grin on my face right then, knowing him the way I do, he probably would've busted out laughing!
After I finished telling him how much I'd missed him, I said, "You must have read my last post."
"Not yet."
"Hmmmmmmmm... "
"You'll see what I mean when you read it. "
You see, it's quite simple. God heard my prayers, and answered them in the MOST OBVIOUS way possible! If I would missed His sign, it would have been my own damn fault! Thankfully though, I didn't! Needless to say, I went to sleep smiling at the stars last night!