A couple of days ago I had a bit of a breakdown thinking about events of our past, her present and my own future. Amber has gone on, but I am still here. I'm still alive.
So now I'm praying daily for patience and wisdom, while at the same time thanking Him for sending those who have the patience to listen to what I perceive as my terribly failed attempts to articulate my thought processes. It takes me a while to get the words out right. Although Amber never had a problem with articulating her thoughts, she had a lot of things about her journey she could never say, so this song is for her and it's something I needed to hear too.