Star's Stellar Journal

Between Relief and Stress

Hey Everyone,

  The court hearing Thursday was frightening being there with the people in the "orange suits"(prisoners), "navey blue suits"(officers), and of course the "black suit"(the judge).  We sat there for around 2 hours cause there were a lot of traffic violations that day.  The judge, a female, was very kind, but firm she gave me a 6 month probation where I can't get caught speeding for 6 months or I could do some jail time.  I was expecting community service which I'm thankful I didn't get.  And the only money I had to pay was a 67 dollar court fee.  I was very lucky that day and I'm grateful that I was given a break since it was my first offense.  So that is the Relief I'm going through right now that the court ordeal is over and it wasn't as bad as it could have been.

  The stress is the fact school is starting back tomorrow and on some nights I won't get home untill 10 or 11:20pm which is a realy late time to be driving the 45 minute drive hom from chatti when you're exhausted from a long day and then several hours of lecturing and class work.  So please keep me in mind that I will keep my foot at a steady speedlimit and that I won't fall asleep at the wheel and that I will do well in school.  I barely passed  of my classes last semester and one of my classes this semester is the 2nd half of one of the ones I almost failed so I'm very anxious about that particular class. 

  I know I  haven't been that talkative lately just sitting in the room and on messengers and not talking to anyone and I'm sorry about that its just from one stress to another and being rather depresssed that my break is over so soon and soon the school stress starts all over again and not being able to talk to anyone because of my school schedule everyone is online when I'm in classes and when I'm online no one seems to be on lol. 

  So I would greatly appriciate it if my friends online ( meaning you of course!) would send me messages via my e-mail  [email protected] ( use this one if you are new to contacting me)  If you are someone who is not new to contacting me and you have my other e mail from hotmail plz use it, but if you arn't on my hotmail safe list your e mails will be bounced as spam so use my yahoo one posted earlier because it won't block you. 

The hotmail account is my main e mail address that I use but I check both several times a day.  If you would like to be enabled to use my main address plz contact me via  my yahoo account and I will put your e mail into my hotmail account and contact you through hotmail so that you can use that account to contact me.  I have both yahoo and msn messengers so you may add me to those also, but please identify yourself or I will not speak with you on them. 

  Nothing else is happening in my life at the momment, just me and mom watching lord of the rings..............  correction I'm watching lord of the rings and she is sleeping technically ( this is what my parents call family time...they sleep while I watch a movie while all in the living room together.....yay.....whoohoo...family time.....) What I wouldnt' give for a family night at bowling or going for a walk or even playing a board game together like we did when I was little and adam ( my brother) still lived with us....  or even just a family movie night where they didn't sleep through the whole movie......  specialy since with me going back to school and they are asleep when I get home.  Least we go on short shopping trips occasionaly during the weekend to get out of the house and to keep me from going nuts from being cooped up at home or at school. 

  Well that's all for right now I guess hope to hear from you all throughout the weeks when I can't be online due to school.  I would greatly appriciate it.                                                    Dana

More Posts by Dana