Hey Everyone,
Monday:
Well today went really well, my Mondaynight bible club thing met at my old camp that I went to every summer with melody. It was good to see the old faces again. And the best part was that the ppl I didn't like weren't there..hehe (winks at melody).
Then got home and came online and did a lil chatting here and there and then Rick decides to try and tell me to "Grow up" like so many others have done and failed miserably. Will ppl ever learn that I don't care a flip what they think about me? I mean seriously life is to short to live it by hippocritical rules. And I know for a fact that the way I act makes the ppl who realy matter to me laugh. *sigh* I guess ppl just will never learn. And why is alwasy guys to tell me to grow up? rick, sb, and I forget the dudes name who started it, but it started with a K. Haven't seen him in forever though. Boys are sooo demanding who needs um?And why do ppl want me to grow up so I can be closer to being old and sickly and closer to dieing? As I get older my cf distroys lung tissue so of course I dont' want to grow up just so I can die! I want to stay as young as I can in my heart and enjoy it for as long as I can so I can die happy. Why is that so hard to understand? I mean really it's simple I don't want to hurry up and die ok? lol Well thats all for today *Hugs and muahs* Byesss
Love,
~Star~