Star's Stellar Journal

Missing Friends

Hey Everyone,

As the days have gone by over the years I've really come to miss all my old freinds at the chats I use to go to even though they got to where they didnt' talk to me anymore or  they stopped coming on a regualar basis.  Or the chat got shut down.  I miss them so much because we could talk for hours and hours and never get bored we could always come up with games and things to play to have fun.

We could alwasy just be our selves and be crazy and just laugh and have fun.  I miss the days when I would rush home to get online so I could talk to them I' have  a chat room and 1 to 3 or 5 messenger windows open.  And if for some reason I couldnt' get online for I'd be home late after they had already left for the day I would get all mad and upset it was like wiating for something all day lo ng...thinking about it and then it dosen't get to happen.

And when someone else in the house would be online I' d pase through the house and come in on them every 5 mins to see if they were getting off yet.  I'd beg to get online and stuff I knew it was rude and selfish of me, but since I didn't have anyone at school to talk to I didn't want to miss talking to the friends I did have.

I miss them so much.  I'm hopping that when this old chat I use to go to that got down opens back up sometime this summer that a lot of my old friends from that chat will be there.  Or I can find out  what happened to them.

I also really miss my friend ashton....the old ashton I use to know.  The one that would stay online for hours and hours with me we'd get maybe 2 hours of sleep every day, but we'd never be tired.  We'd never get bored or anything.  We could always find something to talk about.  Wether it be serious or just goofing off, but he works so much now or has computer problems so offten now that I haven't talked to him since a very short hello in January.  And e mails....not often and short.  I know he's in the working world now and dosen't have time to play with me anymore.  I just really miss it, and I really, really miss talking to him.

There's  so few ppl that talk to me now...out in the real world or online.  That I feel really lonely and I miss the action of my old chat rooms.  Dis-r-us is cool I mean but...it's just..no offense kinda dull.  And everytime I try and have fun...someone tells me to grow up or I get ignored or the chat goes silent.

I don't mean to offend anyone or to make anyone mad or  anything.  I just feel really lonely now a days for my old freiends...I haven't talked to them in like 5 years I think.  I really miss them and really hope that when the chat opens back up my old friends will be there.  Well..that's enough depression for today *hugs and muahs* Byes

Love,

~Star~

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