Star's Stellar Journal

I don't know how I feel

Hey Everyone,

Today was a really good day till I found out  that my freinds Crystal and Jennifer went bowling last night behind my back....didn't want to invite me....neither of them seem to like hanging out with me out side of school and I have  no clue as to why.  I mean I invite them to do stuff and they always say they are busy...but then they get to gether and hang out with their boyfirends.....the 4 of them went bowling...  Sure I don't have a bf but that dosen't mean I don't want to be asked along ya know could always invite a freind that I could partner up with it dosen't have to be a bf......

I just really feel like they want to end the freindship between us they don't want to be around me they hardly talk to me....  so  I'm really hoping Melody will come up to see me seeing as how she's the only freind I have that is talking to me other than the ppl in Dis-R-US.  They are the only freinds I have right now it seems.  I don't know why Ashton  isn't comeing on I guess he's just busy so I don't blame him even though I really miss him.  I just hope he'll be back soon...

I really don't know how I'm feeling right now besides hurt and I guess betrayed..  that they would go behind my back and hide it from me like that.  They could have just told me they didn't want to hang out with me...would have been better then lieing about it....well..that's all...byes

Love,

~Star~

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