Hey Everyone,
A couple of things happened today.The morning went really well. We did the rollercoaster thing agin in theater along with some improvs(geting a setting, characters and a situation. And working it out onstage, making it up as you go). Didn't really do anything the rest of the day.
Then this after noon my friends Jennifer and Crystal cept baggering me saying they needed to hook me up with a guy. Well I guess we know that my friends OBVIOUSLY don't think I can get a guy on my own....geee don't I feel useless can't even get a guy for myself or so they say. I don't see why they can't get it through their heads that I don't want a boyfriend durring highschool I want to wait till College or later. Highschool guys are jerks anyway...well least the ones at my school. I don't don't need to become their charity or good deed for the year! I'll get a guy when I'm ready to have to deal with one. I don't need them doing me such silly favors .....if they really wanted to do me a favor they could just be what they are suppose to be....FRIENDS WHO ARE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM!
I'm always there for them, but they are never around when I need a friend. Someone to just talk to ya know hang out with....not ppl who are trying to hook you up with boys cause boys are all they can think about....*rolls eyes* I don't need those kind of favors. I'm not some charity case cause I don't have a boyfriend......seems I can't get good friends on my own either.....
Well I better go and I better not hear a one of you trying to take up on their side. There's no excuse they aren't there for me when I need them....yet they take up the challenge of making me a charity case and wanting to get me a boyfriend........A boy friend isn't what I need...actual FRIENDS are what I need.
Don't get me wrong I'd like to go on dates someday. but I'd rather it not be till I'm out of highschool and In College or later. My grades and what I'm gona do for the rest of my life like a career, and being able to take care of myself and being able to suport myself and pay doctors bills, and for meddications, and taking care of my health. Those things are a lot more important to me then having a boyfriend. Well g2g...byes
Love,
~Star~